| | Well, we have the assembly next monday or friday, which became an upset for me.
Anywho, it's 13:20 and nothing to do.
Was just at Fraizers house with D3 watching Boondock Saints. We are not obsessed with the movie at all. *suddenly hides his p-coat and Aequitas-Veritas tatoos from the all watching eye*
Um, I am residing at my Father's house tonight; along with my siblings. Tommorow I will continue my boredom cause quite frankly, there is nothing to do here. Ever. Oh well.
Have been thinking about me and Jordan's relationship. I'm not sure if I want it to keep going. She still is controlling and still is really bitchy about stupid shit. Today I told her about my college thoughts and she got pissed off. I was talking to her for advice not talking to her cause I needed someone to yell at me like a parent.
I understand it's much harder to get a good job with no college experience, but look at the good hearted people working at a gas station or taco bell. Some of them have families, and with that job it supports them just enough. And I bet they are gratefull. They don't need a lot of money to feel successful and feel happy. Knowing that they are bringing home food and shelter to their family is satisfying to them. That I truely admire.
Unlike Jordan, Money does not make me that happy. I enjoy the bare minimum and getting something accomplished, no matter how little the deed or task was. I want to do what I love, not generate paper with value.
As of lately, it feels like I can't be my goofy self around her. Or be anything else besides "normal." Whatever the fuck that means.
I spilled my thoughts into text, enjoy the randomly triggered inteligence from within me. |
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